Author: latenightdiaries
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Laziness, My Late Night Friend
Yes! I’m lazy, My laziness staved off anxiety crippling into my head, My laziness helped me take a pause from restless fidgeting, My laziness plot me time to step aside for a moment and breathe life, My laziness showed me I was overwhelmed and I needed to settle down, My laziness told me I don’t […]
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The Open Secret
I am quite discontent about the responses I’ve received on speaking about sexual abuse. Let me jot down my experience. Nearly one and a half years ago, my friends and I were traveling on a train, and one of my female friends had worn a blue cold shoulder top (a women’s top where her shoulders […]
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Heed my need.
We chase people who ignore us seeking their validation, their unwillingly given time, unwantedly spoken words, and untruly made promises, We crave and we kill our individuality seeking their attention, wanting them to see how much we love them, wanting them to see our quest to win them, our pursuit to become one with their […]
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Hollow and shallow.
I’ve been thinking since quite a long while about writing this blog. I want to express my pain instead of letting it haunt me in the mind and internalize. But I don’t know what to express because I don’t know what my pain is. Somedays I wake up feeling dready with no direction in life. […]
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If I only told how I feel.
Worthless, useless, and hopeless. These are the words I use to describe myself briefly. I don’t know when it all started, the negative voice inside me, which keeps whispering into my ears about how useless of a person I am. I think our inner voice decide our self esteem or maybe the other way around. […]